Friday, August 7, 2009

The beginning is wedged in the end



Aeter with R' Paltiel 8/7/09 Friday 17 Menachem Av 5769 Pay Dalet


Page pay dalet. 2 lines from the bottom of the page

There had to be a preparation for the gilui of atzmus.

This was the eating of matzah, which has the element of shiflus. Even though Hashem jumped over the gate, nevertheless the yira tata aspect of the pathway was still required.

Difference between matzah and hametz is the hay which is the aspect of malchus. The name havayah has 4 letters. And there are 4 ways to spell out the letter hay – there is a milui hay. There is the frontal hay and the hidden hay.
Shem ban alludes to shem havayah with the numerical value of 52 – which is when the hay is filled with another hay. Thus the letter hay which represents malchus has a subtle malchus hidden in it – this is not seen. The 2 hays are the two aspects of malchus – of atzilus and of ein sof.

Malchus of atzilus is the hay of creation.

But deep below that is the inyan of malchus ein sof concealed in the malchus of atzilus. We have the rule that in the seder hishtalshalus - “the inception reflects itself in the end”.

Malchus de ein sof comes to expression through malchus de atzilus.
This leads to an important principle – malchus is rooted in kesser. It is not just that it comes from there, but that the essence of the lower level is sourced in and powered by the higher level.

Thus the lower hay as represented by the “lower world” relates to the hay of the ein sof. This is to say the root of gashmius is in atmus. We don't see the connection since we are incapable of seeing that level of elokus. The koach for gashmi is koach atzmi!

the lower level represents and is similar in name and in koach – the malchus of atzilus has some of the koach of malchus of ein sof. This is like chitzoni hasechel being given meaning and power by pnimius hasechel. The world says the real existence is the chitzonius – the interaction of elements. Yidden say “wait a second the real chayus to this is the pnimius”, you sense it and look for it.

When you try and relate to a sechel it is because you sense the pnimius of it.
The truth is numbers/math have to do with being above nature. It is used for trading and that is since we are meant to live together in a G-dly world. This sechel enushi is a gateway to sechel elokis.

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