AyinBase / Ayin Beis with R'
Paltiel ThursdayNight 7 Tevet 5773
Page 2
13th
line of the page –
(line
starts, 'kabalot ol...') For text, click here.
The class opened with
Q and A – a review and clarification with Baruch and Rabbi.
We sense a reality
beyond natural reality. We stand upright. We realize the world is
based on something beyond the natural process.
We are talking about
something beyond a 'natural' grasp. Essence is beyond world.
There is the Essence.
He is the one who Commands the mitzvah.
What is this
essential will? It is the will that is representative of this
Essence. This ratzon is on par with the Essence. Everything wants
to be what it is... (this is very different from wanting to survive).
He senses the richness of what he is and this is what he wants.
This goes together with the essence.
And then there is the
download and revelation of this. This is how the essence expressed
itself to the outside...
Take the example of
wanting a 'neat' home. This is not the human being, but it is the
revelation/download/hamshacha of the human being and his ratzon...
'Neatness' is not just a practical statement – it is a
representation of the human being...
So too mitzvoth are
the revelation of Him...
And hence they can be
traced back to the Essence.
So that is why the
mitzvoth have to be preceded by acknowledgement of Him (kabalot ol
malchut shamayim) so the focus will be on Him and His will rather
than any secondary benefits.
Now we can also look
at levels of acknowledgement of Him (kabalot ol malchut shamayim).
That of Rosh Hashannah is special. That of the rest of the year,
compells you to do the will of the King – it has a functional
element. That of Rosh Hashanna is unto itself.
Think of the host and
the guest. Their relationship is expressed through the meal. But if
the host leaves everything is lost... This expression via the meal
is acknowledgement of Him (kabalot ol malchut shamayim) throughout
the year. That of Rosh Hashannah is 'no meal', just His presence
alone!
Tshuvah/return is
akin to the acknowledgement of Him (kabalot ol malchut shamayim) on
Rosh Hashanah.
That's why the Rebbe
says the main occupation of Rosh Hashanah is the saying
Tehilim/Psalms. This is simple acknowledgement without, 'what it
means to me'.
At 13th
line of the page - 40th minute of the video – pnimiut
nafsho mamash – the actual inner element of his soul is activated
by the recognition of Him. This is relating to something you don't
know. There is no processing through faculties, no matter how fine
and refined those faculties are...
This is like the
Zohar says, 'the arousal of the heart can grasp Him'.
On the practical
level the mind rules over the heart. But on an essential the mind
'gets it' from the heart...
Prayer is called,
service of the heart. The French word for heart comes from the
Hebrew word for 'essence'.
The
moment of tshuvah/return is relating to the King not by faculties.
It is total oneness with Him. All there is, is the King. No
personal presence.
Why is there the
mitzvah of tshuvah/return? Every mitzvah represents a certain aspect
of the G-dly truth... as do all the elements of reality in the
world... this is the revelation of His will...
On the other hand the
mitzah of tshuvah doesn't say anything... in what way does it reflect
the Higher Will? It comes from above the concept of revelation. As
the verse says, 'this mitzvah (of tshuvah/return) that I (anochi) am
commanding you today...' And this I (anochi) is Him unto Himself...
Anochi mi she Anochi!