AyinBase / Ayin Beis with R' Paltiel
Thursday 7 Tevet 5773
Page 2
5th
line of the page –
(line
starts, 'kabalot ol...') For text, click here.
All mitzvoth relate
to the Commander of the mitzvoth.
So why is
tshuvah/return different? Because in the other mitzvoth He is 'in
the background' and that is why there is the necessity before the
mitzvah to relate to Him, to accept Him and not just his will...
and what does the
mitzvah represent? His will. He Himself is 'in the
background', and though you accept Him it is still about His will.
At the giving of the
Torah, it was said, 'respect My mitzvot – they are My emissaries'.
So the mitzvoth come at the level of the revelation of His will. Not
at the level of inherent will/ratzon. This inherent level is essence
itself.
Because there is a
meaning to everything, all things want to be what they are. The
ratzon/will is the wanting to be what it is... not the meaning of
stark survival, but rather the holy spark and meaning...
The mitzah is a
light, that is cleaving to the Source... which is Essential. But
yet the mitzvah is an emissary and not Him Himself. It is essence as
it is revealed and expressed.
So doing a mitzvah is
getting sustenance at his level. It is like a meal that comes from
the Host.
And His presence is
contained in the kabbalot ol (acknowledgement) element of the
mitzvah, not in the mitzvah per se.
Every mitzvah should
have 2 distinct intents – the specificity of the mitzvah, and then
the overall intent of acknowledgement of Him.
The acknowledgement
at the time of Rosh Hashannah is of the inner dimensions of the soul
and is the same as tshuvah/return...
The inner soul, only
knows Him, it doesn't know itself. And this is Rosh Hashanah –
there is the actual presence of the King.
The mind has the
ability to search. To investigate and evaluate... it can perceive a
truth even though it is separate. The heart cannot relate to that
level of reality – it responds only to that which actually touches
it...
“A thought cannot
grasp You” says the verse, “but He is grasped by arousal of the
heart” says the Zoahr.
The heart says,
“You're here!? So I am with You” - this is the meaning of the
inner aspect of the soul.
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