AyinBase / Ayin Beis with R' Paltiel
ThursdayNight 27 Shvat 5773
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There is an influence
from the essence of the Shem Mah.
The inner level of
kesser/crown is G-dliness itself and enables the will/ratzon and
pleasure/oneg.
The experience of
vision goes beyond seeing an object. It is about the union of
everything. I see something at a distance, but there is unity – it
is all one reality.
What is actually
visible. The visible part is intangible, not its coarse presence.
You see color not weight. You see a human situation, when you see a
clock on the wall.
Imagine you could see
the real purpose of things and not just their presence. On the first
day there was light. This means that physicality did not conceal the
Godliness they represent.
There is an initial
birur/purification, which is like light hitting an object. It makes
it visible, but does not transform the object. The object remains a
coarse object, but it is illuminated...
Now imagine a second
level. Imagine that the light
would fully illuminate and fully penetrate the object... the real
truth would be revealed... the real truth would be seen.
When a person walks
in the streets, distracted by passing things and thoughts... without
consciousness of G-dliness then the earth cries out, 'you boor! By
what right do you tread on me?!'
The name Ban has the
element of severity/gevurot. Chessed/kindness by nature is open and
easily relates to everything. A kind man that does a kindness and is
not thanked, is not bothered by that... he is focussed on the
kindness...
Gevurot/severity by
contrast is all about definition and restricted access.
All the excitement is
in the absence of the king – it has to do with understanding and
anticipation – but in the presence of the king there is a fine
silent voice – kol damamah dakah – this is due to the
bitul/nullification. Before you say, 'wow, what a grand palace,
what a manicured garden!' but these are manifestations of him. When
he is present there is quiet. There is an element that cannot be
translated into any expression, but for his presence.
This is the affect of
the essence of Shem Mah.
You cannot appreciate
the essence, it affects you by its very presence. It engulfs you.
You have to prepare for it.
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