AyinBase / Ayin Beis with R' Paltiel
ThursdayNight 24 Nissan 5773
Page 14
2nd
line from the end of the second paragraph of the page –
(line
begins: ve-ha-ah-havah...') For text, click: Here.
We are looking at
'run and return' in avodah/service. The ratzu is the cleaving to the
Godly light that comes as a result of the hisbonenut/meditation. The
hisbonenut is on 2 topics – 1. the special attention that God gives
the world, and his attention to the world and enclothment in it, and
2. the way Godliness is 'way above world'.
As one reflects on
this greatness he becomes more and more affected by the closeness
that God has chosen to show to him and the world. He senses the
enormous good that is given to him in the Torah and mitzvoth. He
sees a revelation of Godliness in worldly affairs...!
this torah and
mitzvoth which are done in the world are the return... the coming
back into worldly awareness and affairs... and having the Godly
awareness right here...
it comes after the
ratzu/run... this is a return that follows the 'run'... and there is
an element of running in the return... and return in the running...!
One becomes involved
in torah and mitzvoth and learning... his mind/sechel is engaged...
the mitzvoth are performed in the physical world... such as eating
matzah... and he has a bite and says, 'ah, good matzah...' So where
is the Godliness in it and the run/strive for God...? The answer is
because now he is aware of the Godly/elokus element in the action
since it follows after his ratzu/run towards God...!
In the run/ratzu
there is striving for a revelation of Godliness, for the sake of
union with Godliness...
the gilui/revelation
of Godliness has 'the real meaning of the world gilui' – in the
hisbonenut/meditation there is the recognition of Godliness...
gilui/revelation is where there is Godliness in his world directly –
'One on one'...! There is a statement of 'we are together,
participating...!'
In the cleaving of
love his thirst is not quenched. It is a constant craving
without rest.
The thirst comes due
to the meditating/hisbonenut – and the basis of the thirst is the
soul itself. Soul is Godliness and wants Godliness/elokus and cannot
identify with world. So here in the world the soul experiences a
constant thirst for Godliness...
And his meditating
results in the presence of Godliness, but not a revelation of
Godliness...
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