AyinBase / Ayin Beis with R' Paltiel Friday 25 Nissan 5773
Page 15
8th
line from the top of the page –
(line
begins: 'kuli...') For text, click: Here.
We are getting to
sense the reality of the situation described – the 'run and
return'...
In the run/ratzu
there is a real recognition of elokus/Godliness... this is all he
wants, because this is what his soul is... the world does not
substantiate this knowledge. It is a soul quality. When one
abandons and goes beyond worldly calculations and gain, desiring to
be a human being... that's what it is... this is its attraction.
Think of the host and
the guest. The experience of the host is not a worldly experience...
In the love he does
not satiate his thirst... the love is the run towards Godliness... it
is not a satisfying experience... it is an exciting experience...!
The thirsting applies
exclusively to water. It is not a desire for food...
Eating is different
from drinking... Food has its own form and needs digestion etc. The
real benefit of the food is after it is digested and transformed till
it can cross the membrane of the stomach and provide nutrition to the
body.
Water is different.
It spreads and does not hold its own form. It feeds the body without
the need for digestion. How does that approximate Godliness? In
evolutionary thinking everything a person or organism has is due to
its will to survive and grasp. There is not a real reality. And
this creates an enormous thirst. Thirst is the thirsting for that
reality that gives him life... that creeps in and gives him life. He
wants elokust to permeate him, he wants to be engulfed and receive
life. Life is the real reality,
not the experience.
After the striving in
love is a return to the world, but now with a recognition of the
Godliness in the world. He's working in the world but is no longer
distracted by the forms and vessels of the world. He senses the
Godliness aspects in everything.
Even a simple person
can reach the pinacle of mind – emunah/faith. And in the simple
person this can be even more revealed. The Baal Shem Tov tells of
cases where the faith/Godliness is constantly present. He is
beyond the run and return.
Doing torah and
mitzvoth is like being with the host. Being engulfed by Him. It is
like being at the table of the King. On Shabbat we abstain from
work, not because 'it is human to take a break', but because, 'the
main thing is not the created, but the Creator – He is the reality.
This is the reality of everything. And the world is only a
by-product for the recognition of Him'.
This is the
satisfying of the thirst...
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