AyinBase with R' Paltiel ThursdayNight 29
Tammuz 5772
Page
171 – 1st
line of the page
(line
starts, 'pratiot...') For text, see link top right of the blog.
Real
mind perceives G-d as a reality. Just like external logic needs an
external basis, so too inner mind...
David
was asking, 'what are we talking about in this class...?'
Rabbi
is explaining how externality is experienced by touch etc...
Inner
sechel attends to concepts that cannot be touched.
And
Just like external logic needs an external basis, so too inner
mind... you cannot live on imagination... though you don't see Him...
don't picture a big buffalo and imagine fear... the perception of Him
comes from the soul... the perception of the world comes from the
body...
Sechel/real
mind senses the soul itself... it senses life and sees, 'what life
says...!' it sees 'what we want due to the fact that we are alive,
pure life, unrelated to being in the world... I am interested in the
world only because He sent me here to do something, but He is real,
and that is my primary reality.'
And
we are talking about mentor and mentee, since this directly speaks of
the soul relationship, rather than the sechel/logical based
relationship. Is a mentor imaginary, giving 'could be so advice' –
no, he lives in a reality and gives to his mentee what can be real
for him too.
The
mentor is in touch with his soul, and there is a big gap between him
and the student/mentee. The mentor's mind is exposed, without
worldly interference, to the message of his soul. And he wants
tangible things to relate to...! so the mentor finds metaphors that
are in this world and when delved into reveal an apprehension of
G-dliness.
The
Alte Rebbe points out that secular studies impurify the mind! The
student has difficulties to divorce himself from that outlook.
The
mentor reduces his own expansive reality, to give the mentee
something that he can verify internally.
The
mentor has to go back to a state of discovery. This is the way he
will reach the mentee. Nothing less than this will reach him. The
master has to present something fresh. The mentor cannot just relive
the steps he took... The mentor has to join the student in the
trenches.
Back
inside the text: the creation and existence is originated from
above. (46min of video) You may may think the level below starts
seeking and says, 'I want to go look for meaning... ' but this is an
initiation from below.
You
see a man walking. Do you see something moving his legs, or do you
see someone going somewhere? The moving of the legs is a means to an
end. But what you see is the legs. But you say to yourself, legs
don't move by themselves – something is pushing and initiating –
this is what is really happening.
So
if we say the push for anything is from below, then it is all based
on shortcoming, and economy of scarcity and struggle for survival.
On
the other hand, when it is initiated from above... things have a
different quality. They are sourced in Him. Based on He, that is
beyond shortcomings, and the One that does not need anything. And so
the result of this is that in the kav/creation is sensed, not
shortcoming, but the essential truth of it, even though it is
limited. We sense the presence of G-d in the world, in that we
sense the world's invulnerability... the world is not vulnerable,
because it has an intrinsic truth – it is not there because it has
to protect itself – and this is a G-dly reality...
This
kav/line (process of creation) has the faculty of essence / koach
ha-atzmus.
What
is the meaning? Essence is only in itself. There cannot be essence
in ohr/emanation. But there can be the faculty of essence / koach
ha-atzmus.
We
look at the metaphor of a host and his guests to get a perception of
this. His presence gives substance to everything else. If the host
should leave, you wouldn't care for the meal... The koach ha-atzmi
means that it brings this element of the host with it.